****30 day Challenge****
Day 17
day 17 - a picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
I would have to say a few days after thanksgiving when i had taken like my 10th pregnancy test i finally got a positive. I was shocked and more scared than anything. I felt like i had let my little girl down, because she is my world. I don't want her to ever think i got pregnant to replace her. I wasn't responsible enough to go to the clinic and get on birth control. I didn't have insurance, and when you have to pay for something now-a-days i needed the money more. Don't get me wrong the longer i looked at that test excitement grew over my body and soul. I was ready i was determine to do this. I didn't feel pregnant. but i knew for almost a month before telling anyone other than Matt. Then when going to my first doc apt. and not hearing the heartbeat scared me to death. i had an emergency ultrasound found out baby was tiny, i thought i was further along i was only 14wks. and it was moving and everything, it was healthy. Then my next apt i find out its a BOY. i told god that if its a boy that's your sign of telling me i can't handle anymore kids. even though i would love to have two boys two girls. but now i have one of each ( in Aug) and my life is complete. This has seriously made a huge impact on my life. We have been thinking about better jobs and careers and putting our family first. Now we just got to go on with our goals and stop putting them to the side, because we aren't doing anything but getting older day by day.
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day 11 - a picture of something you hate
day 12 - a picture of something you love
day 13 - a picture of your favorite band or artist
day 14 - a picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
day 15 - a picture of something you want to do before you die
day 16 - a picture of someone who inspires you
day 17 - a picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
day 18 - a picture of your biggest insecurity
day 19 - a picture and a letter
day 20 - a picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
day 21 - a picture of something you wish you could forget
day 22 - a picture of something you wish you were better at
day 23 - a picture of your favorite book
day 24 - a picture of something you wish you could change
day 25 - a picture of your day
day 26 - a picture of something that means a lot to you
day 27 - a picture of yourself and a family member
day 28 - a picture of something you're afraid of
day 29 - a picture that can always make you smile
day 30 - a picture of someone you miss
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